mulling about…
to: whom it concerns…
i saw ur profile change..
and my heart skipped a beat.
my tears nearly fell.
it’s weird really… that something so small can affect me…
but it did…
*i guess i have to put my feelings away
and bottle it up for every other day
until my feelings die
and the sun goes by
until i feel it’s time
to come out again
to face the rain
the turbulance in the air
and
to find my happiness
and
to forget the hurt
but for now
i huddle in hurt
i stare and see
i know i can’t change anything
never in history
the only thing i can do
is to forget… about you…*